Mommy's having a hard time..

    I was writing a new blog entry this morning and I was gonna say the past week has been uneventful. No OB visits so no new pictures to show, each day in the office passes like any other office day, and nothing really special going on at home (except for the additional household chores).

     But I realize I was being insensitive. While it has been relatively normal to me, Lani's week has been far from being ok. She's been suffering.

     Lucky are many women who don't feel the symptoms of their pregnancy. Lani is having morning sickness throughout the day. She was in fact on-leave the whole week, vomitting alot, feeling really weak, and not being able to do anything at all.

     I hope I can do something for her - more than just encouraging her or cheering her up, more than just helping her move about. I hope tutuo ung hahakbangan ang asawa para sya ang maglihi. I really do.

     It's heartbreaking seeing her talk to bubwit, apologizing coz Mommy's not feeling well. Saying sorry to bubwit coz she couldn't enjoy having him/her as much as she wants to. Regretful that she's not able to cherish bubwit more.

     Love, i know it's not easy, and it might take another month to pass. Just to be strong, love. I will help you with all that I can. And if it means anything at all, you have my permission na hakbangan ako tonight.